the perfect employment

I have been thinking alot on this trip, what would I like to change about my job (other than my salary) that would make me happier.

I love training and teaching. What don't I like? and can I stop doing it?

Preliminary thoughts.

Thinking about getting a job at a bookstore as I love books, but I am afraid it would just be too frustrating to have all these books to read around you and not being allowed to.

I have been thinking about going to massage school. It is something I have always been good at. I don't know if I'd like to do it as a job though. But learning more can't hurt and the anatomy portion would be great for teaching what I teach now.

The fact I discovered the job I have now and it is almost perfect makes me think I can somehow rearrange it so it is at least closer to perfect. Is that asking too much? Is it just a case of feeling appreciated (financially and otherwise) and will that change? can it change? what can I do to cause it to change? What can I change about how I do my job to have it change?

Random thoughts... stream of conciousness...